| Off To The Cider Mill!! |
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| 02:37pm 17/10/2005 |
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Yesterday was kick ass, a group of us boyzz decided to take a road trip to the Northville cider mill. all i can say is the carmel apples and cider are the best ever there. lol i think we had even more fun clibing up the hills and walking on the paths there but what was really cool was we went to the old northville historic town down the road from there where they had all the houses from like the 1800s and the shops, schools,blacksmith,and even a old house that looked like the house from charmed lol im such a dork. but it was like a minnie greenfil village! i loved it, and in the back of the house there was this pond and since the sun was going down it shined off the water and i sware it looked like a painting it was soooo hott i want it in my back yard damit! but after that we went home and watched charmed, and of corse our desp housewifes.
i cant wait until oct 30 when we go to halloweekend! the LAST day of ceder point for the year:( |
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| 03:51pm 03/10/2005 |
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mood:  gloomy
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i need a to get out of here... wheres a hero on a white horse when you need him? |
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| 01:57pm 27/09/2005 |
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If I were your appendages
I'd hold open your eyes
So you'd see
That all of us are heaven sent |
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| ''Look Out For The Falling Five Foot Fish!!'' |
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| 06:44pm 30/08/2005 |
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mood:  cheerful music: Here little fishy fish..
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ooooooook well for those of you whom do not know i work at a seafood place called big fish and im a host there. soo the other day i was walking up to the host stand just doin my job!! and i turned around where a ,well big fish( yaya like the name of the place, our rule of the place is everywhere you look there has to be a fish. hmm i think thats kinda weird if you ask me though..) well i turned around and i hit the damn thing right off the hook that it was latched on to, And it smashed down on the floor and went everywhere( thats right!! if the peeps from woodruffs could see me now they would be yelling he pulled another rob) so like the whole place went in to a silent mode and there im am just standing there in a paused way while my manager walks up and simply said .. 'Rob wont worry about it that thing was the ugly-est thing in here, you did us all a favor' haha and i thought i was going to get fired.... |
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| ''Plant Me Now, Dig ME Out Later!! |
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| 08:47am 13/07/2005 |
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mood:  drained
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well im back home to warren at my dads once again, and even more behind on my bills then i was before i moved out, but the only thing i guess im happy about is i at least got to see what it would have been like to be on my own and what it was like to live with a boyfriend, but now its time to take a step back and figure myself out, try to get a better job and pay these damn bills off and move the hell out of here as fast as i can. well at least im going out and meeting new peeps again, trying to live a little more then i was before, but it always feels so weird being alone and not having fun at random, hanging out with all of you at my place,partying,watching movies,it just sucks being alone here.and all to look forward to is work. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh |
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| '' As I Say Goodnight To Myself'' |
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| 10:09pm 19/05/2005 |
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mood: exhausted music: Rest In Peices
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I guess i really don't know where my life is leading me right now. its kinda like a roller coaster ride, lately it been mostly on the down side for me though ,like a really big hill and a endless drop, i don't know iv just not felt happy in a long long time. huh maybe its just me in a funk or something but just don't like it. i feel empty and mostly alone,i mean there are the best friends in the world that i have but im going to be greedy and want more. well more like a someone. i just miss the feeling of... well feeling loved. everyday feels like its a count down and more and more things go to hell. i want my old self back but at the same time i know that i need to move on and find my place in this wonderful world! im fighting inside and i just want it all to stop, i want to be free of it, free from everything. |
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| DaNcE uNtiL yOu CaNt! |
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| 05:46pm 09/04/2005 |
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mood:  bouncy
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Well I finely went to Club Necto for my first time, it was a blast! not as fun as this strait club called White Star that andrew took me to last week. but it was allot of fun, we got lots of peeps screaming and cheering us on as we both danced on stage. but after last night i got blisters all over my feet so if i go out tonight im not going to be doing allot of dancing or walking around. grrrrrrrrrrrr! i hate when my feet hurt! |
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| 07:17pm 27/03/2005 |
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PARTY!
I'm having a party APRIL 1ST, FOOLS DAY!
And no, this is not a prank..
Come around 9-ish
Alcihol is being provided.. but feel free to bring your own, supplies may be limiting.
Directions are as follows:
If comming from 696:
Take WOODWARD NORTH to 14 MILE. Go EAST on 14 MILE to CROOKS. Turn LEFT on CROOKS. Turn LEFT on first street. Tuwn LEFT again on first street. and Turn left again once more into a giant parking lot.
Here, for all of you visual learners out there..
If comming from 75:
Take 14 MILE WEST to CROOKS. Turn RIGHT onto CROOKS. Turn LEFT onto PARMENTER BLVD. Turn LEFT again on first street, and turn LEFT again into parking lot.
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| LoOkIe LoOk ! Im sTill Alive... |
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| 08:41am 27/03/2005 |
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mood:  determined
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so its been just a little while since iv up dated, no biggie, not much has changed, well besides... i moved from my dads an apartment in royal oak with andrew, i crashed my car and now i got a junker(yay AGAIN!)my good friend robb is leaving michigan, Wooduffs is closed up, after its 7 year run its gone. i just worked my last shift last night, it was really depressing but we all got drunk and danced and started singing on stage.i worked there 2 years and three months. |
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| '' As Far As The Eye Can See'' |
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| 08:35am 22/10/2004 |
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mood: relaxed
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You ever wonder what really comes after death? like is there a heaven, or do we just turn in to some cosmic ball of energy, or do our souls just hang around the last place we died ( which would really suck!)hmm what do you think happens? |
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| '' iN ThE LiNe Of FiRe'' |
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| 10:38am 21/10/2004 |
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mood:  awake
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So like my boss rosemary wont get off my ass about me being like 2 mins late i mean come on 2 MINS! uhh i really hate her sometimes all she does is yell yell YELL, but other then that i havent updated in like fo ever! soo im still a single little gay boi and i still work a hell of allot, hmm mabe i work to much and thats why i dont have a boi? oh well one day i hope to have one. also on a side note my dads been a basterd latly and even though i was paying for the internet he still shut if off on me so thats another reason why i havent been online as much and i havent been able to update my journal. wonder if my lifes going to get any better? |
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| ''ThAt OlD gAnG oF mInE!" |
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| 09:23am 02/09/2004 |
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Last sunday i got to see tammy!( my friend ben's sister who came in from up north to visit.) i miss her, she was so much fun to hangout with when she still lived with ben and then she had to move away, i mean i see her and all still but its only like twice a year but we always have a blast when shes here. earlier this summer she came down in june and me her ben wayne and tony all went to CJ barrymores. it was such a great day! haha tammy trying to putt putt and ben on a go cart hmmm lol but ya it was allot of fun, shes just one of the those people that you have fun with anywhere you go! this past sunday i got the gang to go to Dave an busters which i must say were so going back! i think were going to do laser tag the next time she comes down though. ya tammy is just one of the peeps of our fine little high school gang! well we all know ben, hes just a cool guy to hangout with, we met in like 6th grade when he was known as BIG TANK LUCAS on the football team but he only played for a few months then he pulled his knee out and that was the end of that. but we had the same MaTh teacher. he mostly likes computer games and movies. so its always up to me to get him to go play tennis,bowling or any kind of sport otherwise he would just be happy siting around all day.. ehhh who wants that. then theres wayne or as me and ben call him WEEN! he seems to be the one thats just kinda there. he doesnt really talk that much but after knowing him since 5th grade im so used to it. we do relate on allot of levels just as him and ben do but its not a real close friendship. hes just kinda there but at the sametime in his own world, now tony! hes very much in this world! a friend who i really relate to. hes in to broadcasting and since my high school didnt offer a broadcasting class he took drama class and did lighting for the after school shows so i didnt meet him until 11th grade when i started doing the lights there, been good times though. i used to hangout with him and maria allot but she kinda faded out of my life. but not tony, its kinda funny though he knew i was gay long before i came out but yet hes not gay! or if he is hes still way in hideing figureing hes gotta girl friend who he raves about as the best sex ever. im like OOOOOOOK way to much info there. but ya i met her and i shes a cool girl so i hope both of them last long. so theres the strait gang from new baltimore that i hangout with from time to time which is a great getaway from well my gay life! sometimes i just need old friends to cheer me up and they do that! |
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| '' LoOk OuT DaD FoR ThE LittlE BuGs!" |
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| 09:03am 01/09/2004 |
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You ever wonder if and when you kill a bug it just might be murder.(ok not really!!!) hmm it might just be me and my crazy mind but i just have a hard time crushing a bug. im not scared of them or anything.. hell i grew up on a farm so thats ruled out! i dont know though. like a week ago i saw a spider runing across the wall and im like 'SHIT' and i run a grab a bowl and i just knocked it in and took it outside and let it go. my friends are like just smash the damn thing. lol im like i cant i would just feel bad i mean the spider didnt do anything, oh well yesterday my dad didnt have any problem in killing bugs. it was so funny i come home and i find all the lights on in the house..haha well mostly this is my fault. i left my light on upstairs with the window open.. OPPP!! well i see dad runing all over the house like a frog trying to get dinner in a swamp!! there were so many bugs flying everywhere my dad had a bucket of water just so after he smashed them on the walls he could clean the guts off. he had already got the ones in my room so i just went upstairs and went to sleep. well i think he was up allot later. cuz i herd him yelling and going up and down the stairs.. lol it was just so damnn funny you would have had to been here to get the full experince cuz you would have been on the floor laughing just like i was all night. im guessing there were at least 40-50 bugs in all. but the window was open all day when i was gone and so was my door so thats how they made it to the house in such large amounts. (dun dun dun!) hmm lets just say if killing a bug was murder then my dads going to death row!! |
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| '' This Smile Comes With A Tear.'' |
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| 10:06pm 21/08/2004 |
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Rob,
I have been waiting to read your live journal, which I have heard so much about! I just want you to know that you are an amazing person. I certainly was not looking for anyone special to come into my life.
Looking at the beginning of the night, I honestly thought it would be boring. I felt so bad for Tara. Here we are at someone's house trying to enjoy her birthday, and it was not going well at all. After a little debate, we decided that we should leave and go pick up their friend Rob. I was totally fine with that. So, we headed out, even though, I was beyond exhausted. I had been up since 5:30 in the morning. When I finally got the pleasure of meeting Rob, I was like okay, this guy is really cute: Tara and Erin knew what they were talking about! I really did not think that he would even look twice.
After we got back to Erin’s, we talked about who was sleeping with whom. I was like, okay, I just need to smoke. To my astonishment, Rob decided to join me. We ended up talking until 5:30 in the morning. In all honesty, I had been up for 24 hours straight, but it did not matter. I could have talked to him even longer; however, Rob did mention that is was cold out, so we went inside. Tara had already fallen asleep on the love seat, and the only place left was the pull out. Rob and I both fell asleep peacefully. It was so nice to go to bed with another "gay guy" and not have him expect any sexual advances. The next day was just as awesome. The conversation flowed so naturally for the rest of the time we spent together. Tara, Rob, and I enjoyed an awesome time out and about- like he previously mentioned- in Royal Oak and Birmingham.
Unfortunately, I had to go home. With much anticipation, I could not wait to see him again. We set aside Thursday. After packing for college, I met up with Tara. To say at the least, I enjoyed another wonderful night cuddling with Rob. I mean seriously, how wonderful is it to just get a movie and pizza and just hang out! I loved it.
I know I have written a biography that may seem pointless, but I just feel it is an absolute necessity that I let Rob as well as anyone else who reads this how great Rob is. I know all his friends know this already, but just to be in the same room next to him makes my heart race with so many emotions. This is unlike anything I am used to. Furthermore, I am not someone who is easily persuaded. I do not tolerate the unnecessary or those who have no priorities in their life. If I expect so much from myself, then I think it would follow that those I associate myself with those who also have the same. With that considered, having someone who literally astounds me is something I cannot even explain.
Therefore, Rob, I have to apologize about heading back to college. I am just so happy that I had the opportunity to get to know you; I cannot wait until I can see you again. I know you have seen your share of hurt; I have as well. I have no desire to hurt anyone, nor do I want to be hurt. I promise this: as I get to know you, I will hold your heart with complete and total grace (as you deserve); I will give you honesty and respect; I will listen to everything you have to say as well as offer advice when asked. I hope you have a great night!
Love,
Chad |
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| '' Cho Revolution Rules!" |
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| 08:30pm 19/08/2004 |
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i just saw the new Margaret Cho movie with chad and tara. it was so fucking funny im glad we got it. i just love margaret cho soo much, cant wait until another one comes out, i just need her in my life! but to it was cool just hanging back eating pizza and watching a movie with both of them. and before the movie we went to somer set mall and well when you put me and tara in a mall!! all i can say is look out discovery channel store! but it was fun times, i also took them in to holister so tara could smell the holister cologne that they spray all over the store. like as soon as you walk in bam! it hits you in one big wave. it was funny tara was like OH MAN!!! and then we went to the other side to look at the stuff we couldnt buy and then it was on to royal oak! tara wanted to go in to her pink store that we walked by on sunday night when it was closed. so we went in there. it was well PINK! but all in all it was a great day and im sorry about the hair tara but with the top down and me going 70 mph well thats what happends!! i lov ya though! and chad your just such a great guy i wish you wernt leaveing for school so soon, but il come up there and vist you!
peace peeps!!! |
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| '' Pink Hair In My Face!'' |
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| 08:38pm 15/08/2004 |
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This weekend was a frickin blast! saturday while i was at work i got a phone call from my friends tara and erin whom i havent seen in like 9 months, they went to specs howard with me last year and well we just all became friends. well anywhoos erin called me and i picked up and shes like ROB !! WERE IN GARDEN SHITY AT A PARTY and it sucks here and were coming to pick you up from wooduffs and taras friend chad whos super hott wants to meet you!! so at first im thinking great i look like hell and smell like food AHHH greattttttt first meeting. so i told her to pick me up at 1am at my dads that way i could change and clean up. so i did that and they came and picked me up and i gave tara the biggest hug.( i love tara sooooo much!!! lets just say if i wasnt gay i would marry her!) then i looked back and met chad and i think i lost every bit of air in my damn lungs!! he is hot just like erin said! and too he was so easy to talk to we started talking from that point until we reached Flat rock where erin lives. then we went in and me and tara just went strait to looking for stuff that can get us drunk. well i ended up only haveing like two shots and then i went outside with chad at like 3am so he could smoke well we got to talking and i just ahhh i dont know!!! i like him so much! i looked at the time and it was 3am one min and the next it was 5:30am. and the only reason we stoped talking was becuse of the cold ! so we went back inside and found tara sleeping. so me and chad took the pull out bed. we woke up at like 12pm and then went to dennys yum! after that we left erins house saying our good byes to her! and tara and chad came to my house! we chilled here for a few hours and then ended up going to bermingham and then royal oak! (haha tara loved the dogs in bermingham!) we stoped in prontos and i ran in to a few peeps i knew there and i think the best part of the night was when we got back to my house im like DONT LEAVE ME! and they didnt! well at least not until a hour latter. we watched CSI and i got to cuddle with chad! and then they had to leave at 11 so chad can get up for work and so scary dad wouldnt get mad. but were all hangingout thursday cuz tara wants to go to royal oak again! ahh i cant wait!!
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| 03:11pm 03/08/2004 |
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just got back from another fun and exciteing trip to cedar point. which was about ten times more fun then the last time i went in june. just walking along the beach there with bare feet and darkness just looking up at the stars hearing the crashing sounds of the waves in the backround, oh it was so hott!!! ya the weather was too. were all going back for halloween!! but was funny, we got lost a few times like i always do.
yay 2 more days until my birthday.. |
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| ''Raining Fags And Fems!" |
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| 01:48am 01/08/2004 |
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yesterday was fun.. i went to this big ass party with mike after work that my friend omar invited me too. it was held at his friend Sean,s house in oak park. there must have been 200 bois there. well most of them were drunk off there asses ( And me soon to be!!) by the time i got there but still it was fun but at the same time it was kinda scary though cuz some fat chick had her boobs hanging out and she was chasing mike all over the place!! so not only was that scary it was the funniest thing iv ever seen. then i went over my friend brain's house and chilled there until morning. so it was a great night and i cant wait until the next party.. which is tonight!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OMAR!!!! |
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| 08:50pm 29/07/2004 |
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mood: touched music: ''walk though the fire'
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Tonight was the best night ever!!!! i love cuddling and Trying To watch a movie. |
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